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Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…Part 3

Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…Part 3

This is perhaps the song that is make or break – for you can be interpreted as either you in some outside person or for you as the you inside that is there and this makes the song such a lovely song – otherwise it is for us now alone so so sad…

  • All of these lines across my face
  • tell you the story of who I am
  • so many stories of where I’ve been
  • and how I got to where I am
  • but these stores don’t mean anything when you’ve got no one to tell them too
  • it’s true I was made for you
  • I climbed across the mountain tops
  • Swam all across the ocean blue 
  • I crossed al the lines and broke all the rules 
  • but baby I broke them all for you 
  • because even when I was flat broke you made me feel like a million bucks
  • You do and I was made for you
  • You see the smile that’s on my mouth
  • it’s hiding the words that won’t come out
  • and all of our friends think I’m blessed but 
  • they don’t know my head is a mess
  • no they don’t know who I really am and 
  • they don’t know what I’ve been through like you do
  • and I was made for you
  • All of these lines across my face
  • tell you the story of who I am
  • so many stories of where I’ve been
  • and how I got to where I am
  • but these stores don’t mean anything when you’ve got no one to tell them too
  • it’s true I was made for you

 

So you see you can make the ‘for you’ to mean the deep you the you that only gets out when you have gone through very tough times, or the you that is on the other side of such a strife like a divorce.

So what now?

I would love for you to consider that you are like Callie, traumatised, concussed and near death, that no one will be there upon your wake up… Hard to think about but bear with me here…

You are an amazing being, you, like us all, have been battered and bruised and had your self esteem (module 1) dampened or more…

Should you be in a violent relationship then you are non existent – period.

You must be reborn to exist!! But like all births it takes pain, sweat, courage, determination and then the new you will be born.

Oh this did not happen to you, yet?

Well then you are in the right place – download my book for starters and see if this inspires you into action. Should you take action then the tools you will gain and the knowledge to get to mastery level will ensure that this divorce serves a higher purpose and you shall be delightfully divorced too.

Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…Part 2

Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…Part 2

Some of the words within the song also reminded me of what it was like to take the leap of faith into the unknown that is this new life of divorce – this seems so unreal…

Here Kylie’s spectre is sitting on the bed her body is lying on all the whilst singing the song about how awaiting for someone to be there for her. And the song goes… I suggest you go watch the episode here it is season 7 and episode 18. (3 different links for you to choose)

  • I’m on my knees, only memories are left for me to hold,
  • don’t know how but i’ll get by, slowly pull myself together
  • I’ll get through this
  • there’s no escape so keep me safe
  • this feels so unreal,
  • Nothing comes easily,
  • fills this empty space,
  • nothing is like it seems
  • turn my grief to grace……..
  • I feel the cold loneliness unfold like
  • from another world
  • come what may
  • I wont fade away
  • but I know
  • I might  change
  • Nothing comes easily
  • fill this empty space……grace
  • Where do I begin
  • nothing can bring me peace Ive lost everything
  • I just want to feel your embrace…

 

This is how I feel right now – save there is no one for me. 27 years of my 51 are now just memories, to be shared with a dead person.

The one I thought would stand by me forever, with whom I’d had kids, who had seen more of my anatomy than me, who had known my every thought, my every fear, my every all was now dead.

But he is still the living father of the children.

So now what?

So the lyrics are so true –

don’t know how but i’ll get by, slowly pull myself together  I’ll get through this   there’s no escape so keep me safe  this feels so unreal,  Nothing comes easily,  fills this empty space,  nothing is like it seems  turn my grief to grace……..

And when you work so hard, grace is bound to be! This took so much effort on my part, so much work on the mind, facing my demons, shooing them away that I have earned the right to be………………………………

Ah be what now that is the bestest question:

  • be happy;
  • be free;
  • be joyful;
  • be singing;
  • be dancing in the streets;
  • be lazy;
  • be crazy;
  • what will you be?

Sorry is not a word I want to employ no more honey! Sure if I have done something wrong I will be the first to apologize but otherwise not me, too many years everything has been my fault, my unable-ness, my stupidity; my brashitude….

Should you too want to do some work on your demons there is a way…. Get the modular system to show you how 🙂

 

Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…Part 1

Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…Part 1

Grey Anatomy’s Singing Gets Me Crying Uncontrollably…

In this 60 minutes of Grey’s Anatomy my whole life flashes before me and I am sitting there tears rolling down my face uncontrollably… And to top it all my son has decided he loves this song and plays it nonstop… And again I just cry…I suggest you go watch the episode here it is season 7 and episode 18.

  • We do it all, everything
  • on our own
  • we don’t need anything
  • or anyone
  • If I lay here
  • if I just lay here, would you lie with me
  • and just forget the world?
  • I don’t quiet know
  • how to say
  • how I feel those 3 words
  • say too much and not enough
  • If I lay here
  • if I just lay here, would you lie with me
  • and just forget the world?
  • Forget what we’re told
  • before we get too old
  • show me a garden that’s bursting into life
  • Let’s waste time
  • chasing cars around our heads
  • I need your grace to remind me to find my own
  • If I lay here,
  • if I just lay here, would you lie with me
  • and just forget the world?
  • Forget what we’re told
  • before we get too old
  • show me a garden that’s bursting into life
  • All that i am
  • all that I ever was is her in our perfect eyes
  • they’re all I can see
  • I don’t know when
  • confused about how it went
  • just know that these things will never change for us at all
  • If I lay here
  • if I just lay here, would you lie with me
  • and just forget the world?
  • Forget what we’re told
  • before we get too old
  • show me a garden that’s bursting into life

 

So this song really hits home about how we are just alone now, how there is not a single person with which we can lie with or share things with ANY LONGER.

For so long, for such a huge chunk of my life – 53% of my life to this day (16.06.16) I have had someone with which to share everything and believe you me I did…

No longer possible STOP

STOP

 

So where to now?

Sometimes we will find solace in the most incongruent places, here Callie’s bloody hand just reaches out to who is there and Dr. Bailey sees it, grabs it and holds the hand trying to comfort her as best she can. This is priceless and can be a way to make these friends even more close than they really are, but they were there in a time of crisis.

This is why I am so glad to have done my mindset work, it was so hard and continues to be, believe me it does – but now I know what it’s like on the other side and for sure how to get out of that state of mind faster than ever.

And now to you 😉

How would you feel if you could just reach out and someone was there to catch you? To be with a community so grand, so loving and so caring that they became your true family? This is possible and this is what I found with my research into gaining a new business. The best I can do for you is give you a webinar that explains what we do, This is your introduction into this elite community, warm and loving.  So sign up and tell them nothing, they’ll know and you can see for yourself how it is all possible.

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