Yesterday was a downer day for me…
Do you get those really down nasty days? Well I went down that rabbit hole and because it was also my birthday I was so down that even the kids let me down!!! There’s a terrific photo of me on snapchat viewed from behind looking very fat and unflattering but thank goodness tis only up 24hrs!! That was the start of the day
I then went further down and down… There was some part of me (the sadic me) that enjoyed this route.. But I wish that no one takes the journey – save the sadic me!!
And so what to do?
Well there was only one thing I could do – mindset work… This person came up talking of something that my meditation master had talked about previously – so the Universe was talking and I got the message!
One of the exercises was on forgiveness and although I have done lots of these, today I felt compelled to do this one, if only to kick my new old habit of ebing sadic with myself! Me zero, sadic 1.
The name of the game is to write the name and some information about how you feel and then tear it up.
Later on that night, remember it was my birthday, I got a call from my brother and his family. I had not heard from them since I had left my husband whereas my bro had actually been in contact with my ex and even worked with my brother on a site in England! I was finding it difficult to forgive my bro, but with this call I felt humbly grateful and so the sadic me got a kick in the teeth!! Me 1 sadic zero!
The second kick in the teeth was a fellow colleague telling me to embrace this sadic me and love her, so as to let her be free. This is exactly what happened too so me 2 sadic me 0!!
Should you too want to experience this time freedom to be able to sort your own demons as you see fit…
Should you want cool colleagues to really help you and push you into the depth of a situation?
My why is to bring joy and honour to you, so that you may shine and know you are worthy of peace.
Having gone from a violent relationship (27 years) to single Mum with 4 children, I worked hard. The mind is everything and without a good mindset you can do nothing of value.
I now run my own business, have my own workshops, create my own products and live the life I make for myself. It really all took shape when I met Jay and Stuart. Twas a blessing that I would wish on every single person who is in any violence.